Memory Revelations
Memory Revelations
Recap of an hallucinatory episode (but no drugs--fully sober for over four months). Awake. note: not a dream. I actually was awake.
January 1980
I'm ready for bed. I climb in and dog jumps
in with me. Whines in a low voice and quietly nestles to me. Noise in yard
causes me to turn and look out window as Cecil's dog, cat and my cat get
in bed with me also. Man is standing under light as all light leaves him,
yard and bedroom. No light. Animals whine. Sounds of leaves falling, thousands
of feet walking, babble, chaos. Badly, badly, shudderingly scared as colored
ovals of light with demon faces appear everywhere. As they fade in and
out I try to say the name "Jehovah" out loud (to save myself),
but can't speak. I am finally able to do it anyway. Light returns, chaos
and babble sounds stop, animals kiss me. We play a moment and I go out
and have a cup of coffee. Nerves badly jangled.
note: approximately five minutes.
